Ink (Paper Gods #1) by Amanda Sun

Ink by Amanda Sun
Release Date: June 25, 2013
Publisher: Harlequin Teen
Source: NetGalley
Rating: DNF
Buy It: Amazon | IndieBound
I looked down at the paper, still touching the tip of my shoe. I reached for it, flipping the page over to look.

Scrawls of ink outlined a drawing of a girl lying on a bench.

A sick feeling started to twist in my stomach, like motion sickness.

And then the girl in the drawing turned her head, and her inky eyes glared straight into mine.

On the heels of a family tragedy, the last thing Katie Greene wants to do is move halfway across the world. Stuck with her aunt in Shizuoka, Japan, Katie feels lost. Alone. She doesn’t know the language, she can barely hold a pair of chopsticks, and she can’t seem to get the hang of taking her shoes off whenever she enters a building.

Then there’s gorgeous but aloof Tomohiro, star of the school’s kendo team. How did he really get the scar on his arm? Katie isn’t prepared for the answer. But when she sees the things he draws start moving, there’s no denying the truth: Tomo has a connection to the ancient gods of Japan, and being near Katie is causing his abilities to spiral out of control. If the wrong people notice, they’ll both be targets.

Katie never wanted to move to Japan—now she may not make it out of the country alive.

Review
This is the first time that I’ve reviewed a book that I didn’t finish on the blog and that’s mostly because I feel like I can’t give an accurate review without having read the whole book. I’m breaking the mold for this book because [according to my Kindle] I made it 65% of the way through the book and it was absolute torture the entire time. The plot of the book is actually very interesting and is most of the reason that I read for as long as I did. The story follows Katie, an American, as she struggles to make her way in Japan after her mother’s death. After getting involved with the wrong guy, she learns about these Japanese gods that once existed but actually still exist and he’s one!

Most of what I read was just a bunch of gibberish where Katie and Tomo fight about whether or not they can be friends, and then whether or not they can be involved. There’s some Japanese mobsters thrown in, a couple of friends that Katie doesn’t make until living in Japan for 6 months (what’s up with that?) and then — the only part I really liked — the kendo team that Katie joins. She really only joins to be around Tomo but anything to help a girl kick ass is alright in my book. Most of the drama was contrived and unnecessary and, honestly, didn’t make a whole lot of sense. I don’t know if it was the writing or simply just how the Japanese culture is and it didn’t translate well or I didn’t get it — I’m not sure, but I was rolling my eyes quite a bit.

Now the sticking point that made me up and quit the book for good was a scene in which Tomo attacks Katie in a hotel room. She thinks they’re finally going to be a real couple, they’ve only kissed once at this point, so she naively thinks that they’re just going to make out or something. But Tomo takes things to far and he keeps going at her even after she says no and it takes Katie hitting him and running out of the hotel to get away from his advances. Sexual assault. Okay, so maybe the author is going to actually go somewhere with this. WRONG WRONG WRONG. It turns out that Tomo attacked her so that she would stay away from him. It was for her own good. As soon as she realizes this, SHE HAS TO TALK TO TOMO AND TELL HIM THAT THEY CAN BE TOGETHER. How about no? The writing was already sub par but justifying date rape just sealed the deal for me. I don’t recommend this for anyone with half a brain.

Let the Sky Fall (Let the Sky Fall #1) by Shannon Messenger [Again]

Let the Sky Fall by Shannon Messenger
Release Date: March 5, 2013
Publisher: Simon Pulse
Source: Digital Copy
Rating: ★★★★★
Buy It: Amazon
A broken past and a divided future can’t stop the electric connection of two teens in this “charged and romantic” (Becca Fitzpatrick), lush novel.

Seventeen-year-old Vane Weston has no idea how he survived the category five tornado that killed his parents. And he has no idea if the beautiful, dark-haired girl who’s swept through his dreams every night since the storm is real. But he hopes she is.

Seventeen-year-old Audra is a sylph, an air elemental. She walks on the wind, can translate its alluring songs, and can even coax it into a weapon with a simple string of commands. She’s also a guardian—Vane’s guardian—and has sworn an oath to protect Vane at all costs. Even if it means sacrificing her own life.

When a hasty mistake reveals their location to the enemy who murdered both of their families, Audra’s forced to help Vane remember who he is. He has a power to claim—the secret language of the West Wind, which only he can understand. But unlocking his heritage will also unlock the memory Audra needs him to forget. And their greatest danger is not the warriors coming to destroy them—but the forbidden romance that’s grown between them.

Review
** I had this mostly written days ago but then this little thing called the NCAA Tournament happened and I got super distracted. Apologies for the delay.

I read this book in about 6 hours. And I gave it 5 stars. Does that tell you something? Generally I’m a pretty fast reader and I read this at the beginning of a 2-day bender where I read 5 books – YIKES! Anyway, I’ve been anticipating this book for agessssss. Not only is the cover gorgeous, the premise is fantastic and Shannon Messenger is a total sweetheart. You guys should totally follow her on Twitter if you don’t already. To the point, the combination of great writing, a fascinating plot put out by an awesome author was part of the reason I kept reading incessantly for the next 36 hours. (That also might have something to do with the fact that I actually had two days in a row off.) Anyway, Messenger dips into mythology some with Let the Sky Fall, but only to a certain degree, which I liked because so many times mythology-based novels can be bogged down in the mythos. This one was not — it had just the right amount, enough to get me super interested but not too much to get me confused.

The story begins with Vane bored on summer vacation. His best friend convinces him to go on a blind date, which is where he sees Audra — but not for the first time. Vane has been dreaming about Audra for as long as he can remember and he’s unconsciously been searching her out everywhere he goes. Now he’s finally seen her and he confronts her! But his blind date was going really well and when he takes the girl home he almost kisses her. A mysterious wind keeps them apart, however, and Vane still has yet to get his first kiss. We then learn that Audra is manipulating the wind so that nothing can happen. And that she has perhaps been doing similar things for much longer than Vane even suspects.

It turns out that Audra has been watching and protecting Vane for most of his life, without his knowledge of course, because he’s like her and he just doesn’t know it. They are wind manipulators called sylphs. It’s really very cool and something different that I haven’t seen from any novel that I’ve read. Obviously everyone has different affinities for different things, but the basis is the same – the ability to call on and control the wind. We quickly learn that Vane is so important because he’s the last of the Westerleys, the sylph line that can control the Westerlies [winds.] Pretty important in the sylph world.

I don’t want to ruin anything, but the plot is engaging and intriguing and is a great introduction to the series as a whole. When it was over, I knew there would be more, but I was also happy where it stopped (FOR NOW.) Not only are Vane and Audra battling the enemies they’re anticipating, they’re battling some internal conflicts they weren’t expecting either. And there’s the whole fact that Vane needs to deal with the fact that he’s a sylph and he needs to learn how to be a sylph. Plus there’s some stuff that Audra’s hiding from him that comes to light later — don’t worry the reader knows what it is long before Vane does. Overall the angst and the conflict were fantastic and I couldn’t put it down to save my life. This is just the first book since Pivot Point that I would highly recommend both because of originality and overall writing. This one isn’t one to be missed and I can’t wait for the next one!

Pivot Point (Pivot Point #1) by Kasie West

Pivot Point by Kasie West
Release Date: February 12, 2013
Publisher: HarperTeen
Source: Digital Copy
Rating: ★★★★★
Buy It: Amazon
Knowing the outcome doesn’t always make a choice easier . . .

Addison Coleman’s life is one big “What if?” As a Searcher, whenever Addie is faced with a choice, she can look into the future and see both outcomes. It’s the ultimate insurance plan against disaster. Or so she thought. When Addie’s parents ambush her with the news of their divorce, she has to pick who she wants to live with—her father, who is leaving the paranormal compound to live among the “Norms,” or her mother, who is staying in the life Addie has always known. Addie loves her life just as it is, so her answer should be easy. One Search six weeks into the future proves it’s not.

In one potential future, Addie is adjusting to life outside the Compound as the new girl in a Norm high school where she meets Trevor, a cute, sensitive artist who understands her. In the other path, Addie is being pursued by the hottest guy in school—but she never wanted to be a quarterback’s girlfriend. When Addie’s father is asked to consult on a murder in the Compound, she’s unwittingly drawn into a dangerous game that threatens everything she holds dear. With love and loss in both lives, it all comes down to which reality she’s willing to live through . . . and who she can’t live without.

Review
Can I just start this review off by saying this kind of whacked me over the head and surprised me with how awesome it was and how much I love it? Like, so much. I stayed up all night reading it. That doesn’t happen to me very often any more – I can’t really afford for it to (boo being grown up.) It’s a great mix of supernatural and dystopian that I haven’t personally seen a lot of recently — the only thing remotely close was The Shadow Society from last year, which I also loved. There’s just something to be said about a book set in the not-so-distant future where people have super powers. Totally appealing. My idea of a fairy tale.

In this particular fairy tale, Addison has the rare power of searching into the future and finding out what her future looks like based on a specific choice. When her parents decide to divorce and her father wants to leave their supernatural compound for normal world, Addie has to decide which parent to live with. Little does she know that her decision will affect more than just her life, but it will affect everyone she comes in contact with – the butterfly effect if you will. Not only does find out what happens based on each decision, she actually LIVES OUT EACH POSSIBLE FUTURE. How nuts is that? It’s crazy and amazing at the same time. The book alternates back and forth between each reality, never quite letting us know which one is the better of the two until THE VERY LAST SECOND. I was so stressed out entire last third of the novel, I’m pretty sure I went through all of the stages of denial in like two hours.

Did I mention the beautiful love story? It had me torn to pieces in so many different ways. Not only are there two love interests that are both very compelling, but her connection to Trevor is so heart-wrenching and life changing that it literally defies everything she knows about herself and her life. It’s amazing and lovely and totally worth the sleep that I lost. I can’t spoil anything because you truly need to read this for yourself, but West does a wonderful job of weaving fantastic characters into an intricate storyline. I’m kind of stanning for her already, after one novel! I’m stoked about the next one in this series and anything else she ever chooses to write.

Boundless (Unearthly #3) by Cynthia Hand

Boundless by Cynthia Hand
Release Date:
January 22, 2013
Publisher: HarperTeen
Source: Personal Copy
Rating: ★★★★★
Buy It: Amazon
The past few years have held more surprises than part-angel Clara Gardner could ever have anticipated. Yet from the dizzying highs of first love, to the agonizing low of losing someone close to her, the one thing she can no longer deny is that she was never meant to live a normal life.

Since discovering the special role she plays among the other angel-bloods, Clara has been determined to protect Tucker Avery from the evil that follows her . . . even if it means breaking both their hearts. Leaving town seems like the best option, so she’s headed back to California – and so is Christian Prescott, the irresistible boy from the vision that started her on this journey in the first place.

As Clara makes her way in a world that is frighteningly new, she discovers that the fallen angel who attacked her is watching her every move. And he’s not the only one. . . . With the battle against the Black Wings looming, Clara knows she must finally fulfil her destiny. But it won’t come without sacrifices and betrayal.

In the riveting finale of the Unearthly series, Clara must decide her fate once and for all.

Review
To say that I was excited about this book would be an understatement.  I was literally counting down the hours on Monday until I could get my hands on my pre-ordered digital copy (along with my hard copy that didn’t get here until after I finished the book.)  At the end of 2011, I was able to get an ARC of Hallowed so I’ve literally been waiting over a year for the last installment and some resolution!  Luckily, last month, Hand released a novella – Radiant – that was fantastic and centered around Angela and Clara’s time in Italy.  It did tide me over but it didn’t come close to being a full-fledged novel in the series, however, I definitely recommend reading it before starting Boundless.  It explains a lot of what takes place in Boundless and it gives a good refresher from Hallowed.

Now to the meat of this review – there is a lot that happens in this book but I loved every single second of it.  There was one single moment towards the end where I thought, “OH MY GOD WHAT HAS CYNTHIA DONE!?” (because I’m on a first name basis with authors in my head) otherwise it was absolute perfection.  The book begins with Clara, Christian and Angela headed off to Stanford.  Nothing too out of the ordinary going on at this point.  Clara is still upset that her mother is gone and is still worried that her brother is missing in action but her father is back in the picture!  It’s a double-edged sword of sorts.  He’s not around full-time or anything, she is a college freshman after all, but she definitely has a family support system in place.  Not only is he there for as her father, but he’s there to help mentor both her and Christian in an angel capacity.  It’s an interesting contrast to the mentor that Clara’s mother, Maggie, was for the first two novels.  I like Michael, her father, but Clara had such a connection with her mother that it’s just not the same, you know?  Especially since her father was absent for so much of her life.

Moving on to the friends and boys part of the novel: I have soooooo many feelings about Tucker, Angela and Christian and their roles in Boundless.  I had to wait to quite a while to write this part to make sure I didn’t accidentally spoil anyone because so much happens with all of these characters.  Angela moves into the spotlight in a big way in this novel – her purpose comes to light now that they’re at Stanford – and I’m pretty sure that I wasn’t the only one blindsided by her purpose.  Christian becomes Clara’s confidante and training partner as they prepare for their visions.  They’re quite literally in the dark about what their visions mean but Clara just knows that they need to be ready, that their purpose will come sooner rather than later.  All the while, Tucker is still in the picture, to an extent, even though he and Clara have broken up.  I adore Hand’s writing but I think what sets her apart, for me at least, is her way of writing relationships.  There wasn’t a moment that I doubted there she was taking these characters.  I’m personally Team Tucker but I’ve never disliked Christian; that happens so often with love triangles – loving one and hating the other.  I truly just preferred the cowboy over the angel blood.  I won’t reveal anything about this love triangle but I think no one will put the book down feeling angry.

In the end, Hand did a wonderful job of weaving the plots from the first two novels into Boundless and rounding out the trilogy.  We meet a few new characters, but the cast stays mostly the same as Clara tries to defeat the ever-present Black Wings that are trying to conquer the angel bloods.  While the first two novels in the series were almost stand alone novels but with this last one, everything that happened in the first two wound back into this last novel.  It all came together and made sense.  When Clara has her “AHA!” moment in the book, I had mine as well.  Hand definitely had a plan from the beginning.  A good one.  To sum up, this was a fantastic end to a fantastic series.  I highly recommend every single book and I cannot wait until Cynthia Hand writes something else.

On a side note, she’s going to be in my neck of the woods in 3 weeks time (EEP!) so look out for a post about that afterwards ;)

Broken by A.E. Rought

Broken by AE Rought
Release Date:
January 8, 2013
Publisher: Strange Chemistry
Source: NetGalley
Rating: DNF
Buy It: Amazon
A string of suspicious deaths near a small Michigan town ends with a fall that claims the life of Emma Gentry’s boyfriend, Daniel. Emma is broken, a hollow shell mechanically moving through her days. She and Daniel had been made for each other, complete only when they were together. Now she restlessly wanders the town in the late Fall gloom, haunting the cemetery and its white-marbled tombs, feeling Daniel everywhere, his spectre in the moonlight and the fog.When she encounters newcomer Alex Franks, only son of a renowned widowed surgeon, she’s intrigued despite herself. He’s an enigma, melting into shadows, preferring to keep to himself. But he is as drawn to her as she is to him. He is strangely… familiar. From the way he knows how to open her locker when it sticks, to the nickname she shared only with Daniel, even his hazel eyes with brown flecks are just like Daniel’s.The closer they become, though, the more something inside her screams there’s something very wrong with Alex Franks. And when Emma stumbles across a grotesque and terrifying menagerie of mangled but living animals within the walls of the Franks’ estate, creatures she surely knows must have died from their injuries, she knows.

Review

This is the story of Emma, a girl who has lost her boyfriend in a tragic accident, and Alex, a boy so like Dead Boyfriend that Emma can’t seem to stay away. Oh, yeah, and something about Frankenstein, which is a little misleading.

I should not have requested this book. I admit, the cover looked so much like Unspokenthat I requested without really reading the summary. This isn’t sci-fi, it’s romance. All romance. Emma’s boyfriend was killed, and all she can think about is him. She actually says, “I shouldn’t be thinking about other guys when I have perfect memories.” Oh, Emma. That made me sad, and sort of set the whole tone for how much I enjoyed this one. Which was not much, to be honest. My first GoodReads progress update on this one should tell you that. The writing was a little overwrought and dramatic, and the symbolism (Shelley High, Alex Franks) was… not subtle. I hate to start off a review with things I didn’t like, but there really was not much I liked here.

In fact, I disliked it so much, it became my first DNF of 2013. Don’t take my word for it though, if tragic love is your thing, definitely check it out.

The Lost Saint (The Dark Divine, #2) by Bree Despain

The Lost Saint (The Dark Divine, #2) by Bree Despain
Release Date:
December 28, 2010
Publisher: Egmont USA
Source: Audiobook
Rating: ★★★★☆
Buy It: Amazon
A family destroyed. A love threatened. An enemy returns.Grace Divine made the ultimate sacrifice to cure Daniel Kalbi. She was infected with the werewolf curse while trying to save him, and lost her beloved brother in the process.Desperate to find Jude, Grace befriends Talbot, a newcomer to town. But as the two grow closer, Grace’s relationship with Daniel is put in danger – in more ways than one.

Unaware of the dark path she is walking, Grace begins to give into the wolf inside of her – not realizing that an enemy has returned and a deadly trap is about to be sprung.

Bree Despain delivers sizzling romance and thrilling action in the heart-pounding sequel to the The Dark Divine

Review
As soon as I finished the first book in this series I had to start the second one, even though I feared the middle child syndrome. Although, to be fair, I fear that with EVERY series I read. This book did not suffer from the dreaded middle child syndrome as much as previous books have! The Lost Saint picks up quickly after the first book ends. Grace’s brother is still a werewolf, Grace has been infected with the curse, and her father is on a great search to find the golden child, Jude, because the matriarch of the family has slowly begun to lose her mind because her son isn’t at home anymore.

I thought The Dark Divine was a dark book, but The Lost Saint proved to me that Despain could get even darker and make me wonder what twist and turn she was going to make next. Throughout the book, Grace is searching for her brother, Jude, while she herself is becoming a stronger person/werewolf. Plus, a new mysterious person enters the scene, and while you could tell they were bad, you were never quite sure of what they were going to do. Of course, Grace, being a teenager, finds the appeal of the mysterious interesting (heck, I at almost 25 find the appeal interesting.) It was fast-paced with twists and turns that I did not see coming. That being said, if the two main characters, Daniel, the boyfriend, and Grace, would have just talked most of the conflict wouldn’t have existed. Yes, I get they are teenagers and they aren’t supposed to be “logical” (something I have issues with). But seriously, if I’m supposed to believe that you’re in love, but you never actually talk, it makes it hard to believe that you’re really in love.

Even with the conflict, which I tend to hate, I couldn’t put this book down. The ending had me gasping with shock on more than one occasion. I can’t wait to see where Despain goes with the third book.

Velveteen by Daniel Marks

Velveteen by Daniel Marks
Release Date:
October 9, 2012
Publisher: Delacorte Books for Young Readers
Source: NetGalley
Rating: ★★★★☆
Buy It: Amazon
Velveteen Monroe is dead. At 16, she was kidnapped and murdered by a madman named Bonesaw. But that’s not the problem.

The problem is she landed in purgatory. And while it’s not a fiery inferno, it’s certainly no heaven. It’s gray, ashen, and crumbling more and more by the day, and everyone has a job to do. Which doesn’t leave Velveteen much time to do anything about what’s really on her mind.

Bonesaw.

Velveteen aches to deliver the bloody punishment her killer deserves. And she’s figured out just how to do it. She’ll haunt him for the rest of his days.

It’ll be brutal . . . and awesome.

But crossing the divide between the living and the dead has devastating consequences. Velveteen’s obsessive haunting cracks the foundations of purgatory and jeopardizes her very soul. A risk she’s willing to take—except fate has just given her reason to stick around: an unreasonably hot and completely off-limits coworker.

Velveteen can’t help herself when it comes to breaking rules . . . or getting revenge. And she just might be angry enough to take everyone down with her.

Review
So the summary on this one is slightly misleading, but that’s okay, because the book is so much cooler than the summary makes it out to be. Velvet is a teen who was murdered and stuck in Purgatory. She’s got a lot of anger, and she makes snap judgments of people and causes she knows nothing about, and she’s a slutshamer in the beginning (really, WHO CARES if a girl will sleep with anyone? Is that YOUR business?). BUT she is also awesome and basically the epitome of an urban fantasy heroine. I love YA urban fantasy, especially when it is actually UF and not PNR. I read on GoodReads that some people found Velvet “too masculine,” but honestly, she reminded me of Kate Daniels, who kicks ass and takes names and doesn’t back down from a kill. I liked that Velvet wasn’t Bella Swan, that this book and its plot wasn’t just a foil for the romance. I also vehemently disagree that the book isn’t easy to get into at first. I knew before I was even a quarter of the way through that I would like it. I also don’t agree that the “horror” aspects (which I thought were pretty tame, especially if you like zombie movies), the content isn’t appropriate for YA. I am also confused by people who think the plot was confusing. It was very clear and interesting to me. Different strokes, etc.

Enough defensiveness. I loved Purgatory and was kind of dying for Velvet to join the rebels. We had to meander through Velvet and Nick’s love story for awhile though, which was actually quite nice and I found myself enjoying it (and wondering who the hell I turned into). I saw a lot of accusations of insta-love, and it was kinda true, but I also see these kids’ situations as different. They’re not normal. They’re not even alive. They’re not going to throw away any opportunities by marrying/having children while still young (which is why we downplay teenage relationships in the first place, right?). They’re dead. If they want to believe they’re in love after 36 hours, that’s okay with me. And maybe they are. (I told my boyfriend I loved him after, oh, a week? And it’s been four years, just saying…) Death changes people, remember? Just look at Velvet. From gothy classic movie nerd to hard-edged, slightly sadistic, slightly crazy girl. Besides, Nick seems a little more self-aware than other YA love interests. This is just YA urban fantasy at its height. I loved the setting so much, how important paper was, how origami was used as political propaganda. I liked watching Velvet’s evolution too, because she is oh, so stubborn.

Marks has a way of writing so that everything hits you like blunt force trauma–they way they describe “body thieving,” what it’s like when someone “dims,” how Bonesaw disfigures his victims. Sometimes the descriptions are gross, but they work in their context. I actually have no objections to Velvet’s voice in this one (as I have in the past with books about girls written by men), because I think Marks nails it, and also manages to make other voices sound different from Velvet’s and Nick’s. Gay people are not erased in Purgatory; Velvet’s friend Kipper is the kind of loud-mouthed gay guy that I know so many of, though I am kind of sad he’s only a tertiary character. So far, two-thirds of the books I’ve read this year have had gay characters, which makes me really happy.

It’s true that Bonesaw and Velvet’s revenge are not the main focus of this novel, though I’m sure they would be if Purgatory didn’t have terrorists and an impending revolution. Velvet is busy, but she still thinks about Bonesaw whenever she has a minute. He has a new girl in his shed, and Velvet wants justice more than ever. There’s just a lot going on. I’m sure she wishes she wasn’t a Salvage leader so she could focus on haunting, but there’s a war coming! Velvet’s temper could be tiring, but really, it serves its purpose, especially considering where she ended up and how she got there. Can you tell I feel some affection for Velvet? Maybe because I was a goth kid myself not that many years ago (luckily, I made it out alive *rimshot*).

The action in this one keeps going, and I was never once bored while reading. I really hope this one is a series or at least has a sequel, because there was so much left unsaid! Manny! Aloysius Clay! Miss Antonia! I really liked this one, and you will too, if you like urban fantasy with a hardass teenage girl leading the way. Check this one out; it came out in October, so it should be available at a store or library near you!

Wild Children by Richard Roberts

Wild Children by Richard Roberts
Release Date:
December 12, 2012
Publisher: Curiosity Quills Press
Source: NetGalley
Rating: ★★★★☆
Buy It: Amazon
Bad children are punished. Be bad, a child is told, and you’ll be turned into an animal, marked with your crime.The Wild Children are forever young, but that, too, can be a curse.

Five children each tell a different story of what they became:

One learns that wrong can be right, and her curse may be a blessing.

Another is so Wild he must learn the simplest lesson, to love someone else.

An eight year old girl must face fear and doubt as she dies of old age.

Love and strangeness hit the lives of two brothers in the form of a beautiful flaming bird.

Finally, the oldest child learns that what is right can be horribly wrong.

Together they tell a sixth story, of a Wild Girl who can’t speak for herself, and doesn’t seem Wild at all.

Review
The beginning of this book is brutal! At first, I wanted to call it middle-grade, but it’s so dark and heavy that I changed the genre to YA. I wasn’t immediately sure of the date, but there’s a one-room schoolhouse, and the town seems to be a little Puritan in its Christianity. (I eventually figured out that this was ancient Rome, a time you could not pay me to live in.) The priest hits children in front of their parents, for instance, and the parents do nothing. I assumed the setting was back when children were property, not people. The Wild Boy at the beginning of the book sums it up nicely: “Adults don’t love you, they just want you to follow their rules until you grow up just like they did and make your own children follow the rules.” Things don’t go exactly as planned though, and Jenny, our narrator, soon becomes Bray. Bray’s story covers the first act of the tale (one act per child, though Bray is the only one who gets two scenes).

During the second act, we meet some more people from Bray’s life, including the son of a lord who’s in love with her, and Hind, a now-Wild Girl who Bray knew back when they were human. Bray cannot talk, but Hind has only a donkey’s ear and tail, and is beautiful, so she is a pet instead of a servant, which is what most donkey Children become. We follow Bray through her new home, where she is confronted by Mourn, a Dove Child, something Bray wasn’t aware existed. Mourn tells Bray she wasn’t meant to be a donkey, and after awhile, Bray meets Coo, who is the subject of our third act. Coo is old, though she still looks young, and she is very concerned with making her peace with God. Her greatest strength, kindness to others, is also her greatest weakness, but Coo eventually leads Bray to redemption. When Bray’s story ends, I found myself missing her desperately.

Our second act is about Jinx, a Cat Child, very rare, and the only one of his kind in the vicinity. Jinx’s story is hazy, because he doesn’t really live in the human world, and he doesn’t really see them either. His story confused me a bit, but it looks as though he’s trying to cheat his way into Heaven by stealing pain from other Wild Children and selling them to the Weaver. Coo is involved in Jinx’s story too, trying to save him, to bring him back from the world he lives in in this mind. And then, we circle back to the girl this book is really about–Hind. Black cats are my favorite, so this one made me sadder than the others, though this is not by any means a happy tale. I was kind of offended at the revelation that one had to be a very sinful child to become a cat, because it’s obvious cats are superior to almost every other mammal, just saying. In Jinx’s tale, we learn that the children become a certain type of animal due to a certain type of sin on their souls. I found that kind of disappointing, actually. I wanted the reason to be cooler.

Let’s stop for a minute here and let me tell you about how awful it is to read 300+ pages of children and animals being abused and murdered. I cried a lot reading this book. Animal death is my hard limit, and all the animals seem to die. It wasn’t a happy, Disney-fied fairytale. It is very grim, and no one seems happy, as no one seems to get what they want. The Wild Children are treated terribly. I struggled reading this one because no one is happy for very long. The humans are just evil in this book. HOWEVER. It’s not all abuse and death, though there’s very little fun either. It’s a complexly woven story, a sad one, one with a moral, one that makes you think. That alone is worth all the tears I cried while reading about Jinx and Coo and Bray. I read somewhere that Roberts calls this novel his “masterpiece” and I don’t think he’s wrong about that. Every story has pain, but they all seem to have a bittersweet ending.

The third act, as I mentioned before, is about Coo, the old eight-year-old who is dying. Coo is a Dove, the leader of them all, and she is very old though she retains her youthful visage. Coo is instrumental to the lives of both Bray and Jinx, though they have very different relationships with her. Coo kind of personifies why I only gave this four stars–all the talk about God and sin and punishment and Heaven. I’m agnostic, I don’t plan on raising children in any faith, my boyfriend is agnostic too, so I just have a hard time in general internalizing lessons about God. I just couldn’t be sure, though, how much of the faith talk was satire and how much was genuine. I found Coo’s babbling about God kind of self-centered, as she believed she was shown things because God wanted her to see her curse. Maybe God has better things to do than kill people to make you feel bad, Coo. I feel this way about football players who thank God for their win. Excuse my rant, because Coo seems to understand that she doesn’t really get it either. But honestly, I skimmed parts Coo’s section. She’s so pious and benign that she was tedious. I have problems with authority, and Coo’s story is all about following God’s rules. Boring. There were some interesting aspects, like Jay and the “evil” alchemists, but most of it really is Coo struggling to come to grips with her mortality. And her end is really great.

Which brings us to act four, the tale of Right and Left, twins who are not what they seem. They live in one of the Baron’s country manors, and Victor and Hind are sent to live there while the city is in unrest. Left is assigned to tend to Hind, and we learn a lot about both of their mindsets from this act. This one does a lot to make Hind more human, because to everyone else she seems like this ethereal, perfect little girl, or, as the summary states, she “doesn’t seem wild at all.” It was nice to see her as more than just the Baron’s pet, or the object of Jinx’s affections. It was also interesting to see Victor and Hind as through the eyes of the twins, because it’s almost like we get four stories at once in this act. It was nice to see some more familiar characters and how their lives intertwined too. Don’t let the summary fool you though; this is a tragedy, and even those Wild Children who live well experience misery and grief.

And in the final act, we meet Elijah, who follows all the rules of the Church. This story is sad and made me cry the most, even thought the ending redeems it, so I don’t particularly want to detail it. Just know that this whole book is written beautifully and simply, though the plots are interconnected and complex, and all the different arcs call back to each other throughout the separate acts. This one is a bit of a horror, because the lives of Wild Children are horrible and horrifying, at least in the experience of Bray, Coo, Jinx, Hind, and Elijah. But don’t worry too much, because you’ll love the ending and, like me, end up loving the Wild Girl who doesn’t seem wild at all–Hind.

The Evolution of Mara Dyer (Mara Dyer #2) by Michelle Hodkin

The Evolution of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin
Release Date:
October 23, 2012
Publisher: Simon & Schuster
Source: Personal Copy
Rating: ★★☆☆☆
Buy It: Amazon
Mara Dyer once believed she could run from her past.

She can’t.

She used to think her problems were all in her head.

They aren’t.

She couldn’t imagine that after everything she’s been through, the boy she loves would still be keeping secrets.

She’s wrong.

In this gripping sequel to The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer, the truth evolves and choices prove deadly. What will become of Mara Dyer next?

Review
Although Tina was the one to review the first in the series, I was also a fan of The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer.  It was a great book with a fantastic love story, an air of mystery and a supernatural element that kept you guessing!  I love books – obviously – but when I pre-order a book, it means that I’m super stoked about it and I can’t wait to read it.  I pre-ordered this one and was anxiously waiting for October to roll around for it to show up in my mail box!  I had just had oral surgery and I was on pain killers so I was out of work for a few days – PERFECT TIME TO READ!  Sadly, I was beyond disappointed in this installment in the series.  Where the first was mysterious and kept you guessing, this one was nuts and made little to no sense.

Like the first, Mara wakes up in a hospital with little recollection of how she got there.  With some prodding, we find out that she was at the police station and saw her ex-boyfriend – the dead one – and started screaming bloody murder.  She was then admitted – yes, that kind of admitted – and now she’s locked up until further notice.  Everyone except Noah and her brother think that she’s lost it, although there are times that even you question her mental state…especially when we find out that her maternal grandmother had some mental health issues.  Dun dun dun.  Eventually, she convinces her parents that she’s well enough for an outpatient program and begins that.  Goody.

The outpatient therapy begins but then some strange things begin to happen – she meets all these people with these problems and the director of the program is a little strange.  At to that, her dead ex-boyfriend is stalking her.  Totally sucks, right?  Then Mara starts losing time where she doesn’t remember doing things and becomes obsessed with this strange doll that used to belong to her grandmother.  Then we find out that her grandmother and Noah’s mother we connected somehow.  Dun dun dun.  During all of this, we keep getting flashes of Mara’s grandmother in India years ago and it’s kind of unclear if Mara’s dreaming about her or we’re just getting the snippets ourselves.  Either way.  It’s totally trippy.

In the end, everyone is out to get Mara and no one believes her and then she collapses another building.  Awesome, no?  Did this review not make sense?  Good, because neither did the book.

The Last Dragonslayer: The Chronicles of Kazam (The Last Dragonslayer #1) by Jasper Fforde

The Last Dragonslayer: The Chronicles of Kazam (The Last Dragonslayer #1)  by Jasper Fforde
Release Date: October 2, 2012
Publisher: Harcourt Children’s Books
Source: Library Copy
Rating: ★★★☆☆
Buy It: Amazon
In the good old days, magic was indispensable—it could both save a kingdom and clear a clogged drain. But now magic is fading: drain cleaner is cheaper than a spell, and magic carpets are used for pizza delivery. Fifteen-year-old foundling Jennifer Strange runs Kazam, an employment agency for magicians—but it’s hard to stay in business when magic is drying up. And then the visions start, predicting the death of the world’s last dragon at the hands of an unnamed Dragonslayer. If the visions are true, everything will change for Kazam—and for Jennifer. Because something is coming. Something known as . . . Big Magic.

Review

I have a love/hate relationship with Jasper Fforde novels. I love them, but I hate how much they make me think. I know, I know, such a problem! But when one is in grad school, they want to read for fun! Not for thought! This happens to be one of his books that I fell in love with. I love the world he built and I want more of it now.

This is the story of Jessica Strange, a teenager who lives in an alternate-world 21st century. She works at Kazam, an agency that uses magicians to do the odd jobs around the Kingdom of Hereford. Kingdom of Hereford is located in present day England, which is broken up into small kingdoms that are ruled by commerce more than anything else. Wizards are forced to hire themselves out for small home repairs and any work they can get in general. Thankfully, Jessica can help them out. Jessica has been running Kazam since the disappearance of her boss, Mr. Zambini. How is a teenager running a store all by herself you ask? Jessica is an indentured orphan who is wise beyond her years and actually likes to work in Kazam.

Jessica lucks out by getting an apprentice, Tiger Prawns, just about the time she gets a fairly lucrative opportunity in her life. She will be given a nice sum of money if she can predict the date the Last Dragonslayer will kill Maltcassion, the last dragon in the land. Slight problem with this, the dragon has done nothing wrong and oh yeah, Jessica happens to be the dragonslayer. Jessica has no interest in ruining this beautiful land so they can build more condos. But what about that lucrative deal? What’s best for Big Magic?

This is an interesting tale by Fforde, mostly because this is one of his first novels in the YA world. He excels at adult science fiction and this isn’t yet the same quality as his adult novels. Yet Fforde creates an amazing vibrant fantasy world. I wanted more of it, even though in my brain I already had an awesome visual of it. I also love and adore Jessica and her journey, though there are things I would have liked to change: Jessica having more friends to help her, etc. I like that this was a journey she made on her own. It’s nice to see a strong, female, teenager in a YA book.